Months of the same 'shit.'

I quit self medicating with drugs throughout my severe social anxiety and began focusing it on a new solution. Video games, I saw them as an escape from reality, little did I know, it would be more then just an escape. Video games basically ruined my education, I could have tried harder now looking back on it...Yeah, the anxiety was a fair enough scapegoat to dropping out of school and beginning to do it online, but still. I forced myself out of New Albany and into staying at home, for the next three months at least. I had a tutor, he would stop by and drop off homework and sometimes see how I was doing, he only came by for probably 4-5 trips, before New Albany faded.

I knew this was going to happen, I fucking played it out in my head weeks ago, I knew I was going to drop out. Luckily a strand of hope was holding onto me and I went to withdraw from New Albany and register for Treca Digital Academy. I loathed in my basement chain smoking, playing video games, and seldom doing school work.

[Under Construction, sorry folks.]